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It was over two years ago now when I started experiencing the beginnings of Kundalini Awakening.

I was taking high doses of 1cP-LSD and combining them with strong weed. I was also taking large amounts of high quality lion’s mane daily.

I’d began serious and focused prayer and meditation practices, was experiencing these deep, cosmic episodes of introspection, and I was going into frenzied states of ecstasy and dance, writing poems like Haptics, and Metacosmic Planetary Revolt.

Then I started taking shilajit that I’d bought off Amazon.

I ended up in a paranoid state where I believed that the Kundalini head pressure was actually the shilajit, which had been contaminated with Sethix-like black goo nanotechnology that had entered my brain.

I speculated that the black goo was hiding inside the shilajit and had breached my blood-brain barrier.

Luckily, I am now pretty confident that it is in fact Kundalini energy, not Sethix.

Two years later, the Kundalini symptoms are more intense than ever. The head pressure is even stronger (I think this is because my ego and my personal mind have not yet acclimatised to the shift in consciousness, and aligned with my true self)….

My heightened perceptions have become more acute. I feel like I’ve become more autistic in my sensitivities and multidimensional in my consciousness. I was always highly sensitive, but the sensitivities have become more orientated towards making sure I don’t go against Knowledge, so to speak. This means that I hold back and discern situations much more, rather than acting out, raging, or giving freely of myself in scenarios I don’t really want to be in.

I feel other peoples energies really powerfully, so I’ve become more of an empath, but this can be really challenging.

I believe this has to do with the movement of consciousness beyond self awareness and into the 4th density spectrum of vibration. I do a lot of conscious mirroring when I’m around people, for some reason.

I no longer take any drugs, no weed, no psychedelics, no alcohol, nothing. I drink coffee, that’s it.

I can’t condone any of the things that I was doing in 2021. In many respects they were dangerous.

I smoked so much weed at the end of one of my lsd trips that at one point, I blacked out for a little while because I realised that I love you, and it freaked me out.

I could have had a heart attack.

It was a crazy time, and it led me to a completely new orientation towards my true path, according to my unique expression and design. The true destiny of my souls journey, back towards the divine light of the One infinite creator of all of the universes, and all of creation. Which we are all a part.

I want you to know that God loves you, and I love you, so much.

You are well and truly loved.

The End.

Thanks.

Iain